I don't know why ?
But sometimes I just felt so pessimistic.
Anyway, I'm always negative so it doesn't makes much difference.
I'm starting to worry again, worry about lots of stuffs that has got to do with me getting into the poly & the course I want.
I don't know after I graduate how things would be like, I kept wondering.
Will life gets better ?
I wish I had a time machine so that I could foresight the future.
I need to pray. Because all these while, I've lose myself within.
Dear god, please guide me through these times.
All I need was courage & assurance, I promise I will do my best.
Whatever it takes.

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