If only tearing helps.

I'm so tired ! So so so tired you know ?
I've been studying throughout since morning.
But isn't this better ? I got no time to think about other things.
My Chinese ): I doubt I'll get good grades..
My mid year has proven me that I cannot make it ):

Even now, my motivation is gone ):
How am I suppose to do it alone ?
为什么骗我, 说好会陪我.

If I don't feel like eating, can don't eat anot ?
I don't feek like studying, can don't study anot ?
I just feel like starring blankly, I don't even know what I want.
Can you tell me what i want ?

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